Very little has changed..

Well it's been over a year since I miscarried, and very little has changed. I still can't quite seem to get it together. I don't know why I keep putting off going to the DR's, and getting the basic stuff taken care of, like a pap smear, and my blood levels checked, but I just can't seem to pick up the damn phone and call.

I lost all my interests in anything that actually made me happy. It's not like I didn't know that I love to go spinning, or that I really enjoy hanging out with the moms from my moms group, but for whatever reason I just didn't want to do it.

Today is one of the first days that I have actually felt like my old self. I took the kids to the C&O Canal today and walked for almost 5 hours. It was beautiful.